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Ten or More Years Ago

by Tim Jenkins

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1.
What kind of reply to, "You mean the world to me" is "I would love to be alone"? Sometimes in strangers' eyes I search for the sincerity that I so rarely get from you. You have to mend this from the inside out but with no assistance. You are loved genuinly, but only you can help you. There's somethin' to be said for solitude and pretty is as pretty does. That doesn't have to mean a thing to you. I'm reminding myself so that, when you're around, I'll remember.
2.
I wish you were someone else with a better life. I wish we could start over with better lighting. But you got caught up in a puzzle With a thousand pieces. It's so much trouble that you don't deserve. Well, that's really somethin' else. So that's your life. I wish I could write this song and say it right. But surely words cant' paint a picture Of her and how she crossed her fingers All the time. We went overboard just a little, but we can't help it. The greatest things in life are so little That we overlook them Until we have to live without. Then it's them we long for. I'll bet you're really longing for them now.
3.
Colors 00:56
Are you tired? Yeah, me too. You're all grown up now. Look at you. Time is flyin' by like the cars down Franklin Avenue. You're an angel. Good night. Sweet dreams. Yeah, I love you too. When I was younger, it was fun to make up reasons why the sky is blue. Then she says, "What's blue to you, to me might look like amber." And I completely understand her point of view.
4.
Glancin' down on Arizona She has clearly raised herself to have the kindest heart that's ever been so close to mine I a desert to her mountain top But now I climb I lend my ear to somethin' real and I come alive
5.
I gave you a warning, and I meant it. I wrote you a letter, but I didn't send it. Well, that's enough. I'm lookin' you up, but I don't wanna promise anything. I'm glad things are changin', but I'll miss it. I'm absolutely sure that I won't regret it. Well, that's enough. I'm changin' things up 'cause I know nothin' in this life is guaranteed.
6.
Every time I put my foot down Somethin' lets you know that there's never any quiet here and nothin' sounds brand new to an obvious gentleman with a song and dance show. If you think that's all there is to me then that's all you'll ever know. It's sad to think you'll never know the adventurous child in me that I hardly know... But I would love to.
7.
When I see the light collecting Amber pendant swing Around your neck I recollect The flight to California for the Crucible of doubt I'm glancing down And lookin' out For hidden meaning In between The thoughts of you and the ground As if it's floating around I love to come back down To you
8.
We are all like that At the theatre I can see it With the trusting spirit of a child Still innocent If I just ride the wave and celebrate it The bricked door makes it seem less complicated I'm sure it's bursting at it seams with complications But I think I'll keep on riding in this parade You are still just like that The picture with your lost hat Captured all the spirit of a child Still innocent Drawn by a sense of wonder into nothing That's a dead end I am slowly turning Away from everything that's green with complication But all bright parades have a beginning and an end
9.
Hits of light from new crystal earrings Sweet delights The light falls like soft rain What a night It was such a day for running That's so right In my life this place has hardly changed The first time we looked through this picture album I thought it strange that you remembered such little things This may be the last time we look throught this album Won't you point out all the things that I've been missing Because I'm building my own album of memories To take with me
10.
I'm playin' black and white with color Recalling some forgotten melody We finally got it right Now let's get better Right now...how I'd love to hear you sing I'll use my head when this is over But I want this moment to be a surprise As it gets late, the room gets colder I'm too alone to close my eyes I knew that things would get much better As all things do with time But no one these days sends a letter I should send you one to say, "I'm fine." Cause right now how I'd love to hear you sing I'm too alone to close my eyes
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The Truth 03:35
"A strong wind would blow you away, boy." Like sympathy only in the confines of company Stumbled from a breath of life Into the crushing arms of the Lord With faith in the reality of bitter winds And the will to pick yourself up Their ghosts don't speak to me As soon as histories are told in truth There will be no more need for romance or priests Their work is done And all truths wait in all things It's not much But it's something To roll around in your thoughts Tell the truth
12.
Am I sorry? No, I'm not. I'm smart enough to realize what I gained from this, the saddest story that I've got to tell so far. You know, I'd love to miss this blank canvas town Don't think you can count on me. I doubt it. It's just too tiring. Everything is a victim of circumstance and there's no controlling endless variables. If there is no reason, then there is no chance for this blank canvas town. Don't think you can count on me. I doubt it. It's just too tiring.
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Now fall in love with the day All that's left when memories fade Filmstrip frames of life and what is made of them as they flash by

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A collection of heartbreak songs recorded alone in my apartment from around 1999 to 2001. Not much attention to recording quality as they were just demo recordings. One to two mics sitting on the couch in the kitchen. Generally recorded minutes after they were finished.

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released August 20, 2011

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Tim Jenkins Waco, Texas

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